sometimes I get hit with really really serious Nick Miller feelings like his family obviously isn’t well off and his dad was such a deadbeat and no one else in his family really had high aspirations but at some point in his youth Nick was like “I want to go to college and then I want to go to law school and become a lawyer” and he tried so hard but he has trouble caring about things and committing and finishing what he starts so he dropped out of law school and now he works at a bar and he pretends he’s okay and he acts like he’s totally happy being lazy and uninspiring and having no motivation but it actually makes him hate himself